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3 A.M Musings

Summer Boy.

I miss you. I miss us. I miss the thought of you. I miss having you in my life.

It’s been years, but here I am still being awaken by the depth of my mind, heart and soul that you are and always will be a part of my being.

You made me the happiest. That night when the world paves its way to just the two of us, I will never forget. The conversation that never gets old and every word still lingers. The inevitable feeling that only you can give.

For you can only understand me and I understand you. Our fears, our happiness, our dreams, Our story for us to know and feel.

It’s been years when I had you.

Sadly, our love story had its final page with no content on how it ends. It just did.

It’s been years when the man that I truly care and love, vanished.

No sign. No reason. The best summer of my life ended like the leaves in fall.

The love that starts and the love that never happen. It just ended in a blink of an eye.

It’s been years when I had to let go.

If only. I had the courage to tell you how much I love you. I would. I got scared. Sorry. Funny because all along, I was only waiting.

Waiting for you, for us, for something.

Somebody owns you now.

Don’t you worry kid. I still love you. I have been loving you for years. In silent.

The hardest thing that I have to do seeing you happy in your life that I am not part of.

Every day, I wish it was me. If I can only turn back time and fight for you and fight for us. It’s me and you, only you.

I miss you.

I love you.

I am happy for you.

In another life and I will see you? Without a skip of a heartbeat, I’ll tell you, I love you.


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